Articles/Essays – Volume 38, No. 3

Salad for Two

I sense someone beside me 
and see Emily’s eyes on my hands 
and the knife in the sink. 
She asks, What are you slicing? 

A leek, an organic leek 
but it’s spelled l-e-e-k. 
She asks again. I say, leek. 
She says, the other word. Organic? 
It means the farmer did not spray the leek 
to kill the leek bugs. 

Emily learns kale 
as scissored strips fall into the bowl 
and she points to specks of mud at the end of each stem. 

She watches me wrestle off a rubber band. 
I know what that is, she says. It’s broccoli. 

I skin a stem, cut me a slice 
praise the flavor 
hold a piece to Emily on my knife. 
She eats broccoli raw. 

A slice of beet glances off the bowl 
and onto the floor. 
Emily reaches the piece to my hand. 
Grandpa, your finger looks like it’s bleeding. 

Emily learns flax seeds and pumpkin seeds 
counting spoonfuls into the coffee grinder 
learns flax seed oil watching the Barleans’ bottle
drain yellow into a salad bowl. 

I sprinkle cayenne pepper. 
She contorts her face. 
Grandpa, can I help you with the lemons? 
She has seen us lever our squeeze machine.

I cut two lemons, place one in the squeezer 
and hold tight to its metal legs. 

Emily grasps the long handle with two hands 
bends her knees 
and pulls her feet off the floor. 

Juice drizzles into a measuring cup 
and Emily’s eyes, teeth, and the gap between them smile. 

We squeeze out the other halves 
pour lemon juice on cut vegetables, cottage cheese 
flax oil, salt, pepper, seeds, cilantro and stir. 

I dip a fork into the mixture, 
offer the tines to Emily. 
She lips them clean, says, It’s okay, not too hot. 

I return from the cupboard with two plates 
place them on the island 
and go for two knives and two forks 
but Emily is already gone. 

She probably went upstairs to see her parents 
or enter the cross-country contest 
or fill out her college application 
or apply for a passport for her mission to England 

or be fitted for her wedding dress 
or attend her child’s mission farewell. 
Emily will return, and I’ll be gone.