Articles/Essays – Volume 30, No. 3
Take These Depositions
“I am Richard II.
know ye not that?”
—Queen Elizabeth
“The king is not himself …”
—Richard II (2.1.241)
I.
Let’s talk of griefs,
of wombs,
of epithets.
Why is “Mother”
an epithet?
II.
When my son cries tonight, I
say: Let Mama love you.
When he hungers, I
say: Let Mama feed you.
Mama does so much for him,
I so little.
III.
My son.
Is he the deposition
or the abdication
of my I?
Shall I
no longer be
myself?
Ay no no ay …
IV.
Abdication and abduction
are consonant—
the same in bone,
they differ only in breath.
V.
Not all the water in a woman
can wash the balm
from off a self-appointed queen.