Articles/Essays – Volume 30, No. 1
We Dress for Armageddon
for Shelley Turley
When trouble—an earthquake, a heart—
Comes to town, breaking dams,
Leveling shops, clubs
Restaurants, ringing out alarms
Like bells at Christmas, my
Best friend and I put on silk,
Georgette, wear hose with seams
Up the back. If the ground is still
And planes drift over us, the sweaters
Thin from wear and broken trousers
Of the transient suit us. We stay inside.
But when the earth and sky
Lap at our ankles, when the street
Cracks like a wound, we walk out
With the maturity of satin, the
Poise of slick shoes and pearls.
Stones of all colors blink
From our ears and fingers, from
Our hair in smooth piles. Scarves
Rest in soft folds at the neck.
It is how we encounter death.
The morning I took my best friend
To be changed with a knife and tough thread,
I wore grey wool, blue cashmere with
Rhinestone buttons. Stockings and
Dark lipstick. I waited with magazines
Glossy as life eternal, figures
Immortalized in haute couture.
I sat with my back straight,
Legs crossed at the ankle until a woman
Dressed like the blue angel
I saw over a motel in Vegas
Led me to Recovery. My friend
Did not want her jacket.
She was too much a vision: blood
Collecting like the rarest jewels
In clear bulbs at her sides, her face
Wet and radiant with confusion. A sight
To weep for, the very Age of Glamour.
When the end, a jealous adversary,
Strips us at last, we will appear
Naked on the streets, hair of grace,
Skin of mercy, bodies perfect
As the lives of the saints. We will
Glow with Armageddon, the sun
Fading behind us, the great nations
Struck blind, outdone.