Contents

Articles/Essays

Gethsemane and Atonement Again



In his 2022 Dialogue article “The Garden Atonement and the Mormon Cross Taboo,” Jeremy Christiansen adds to a fuller understanding of LDS reception history of the Lukan account of “Gethsemane,” namely Jesus’ agony and sweat/blood…



Read more

Fiction

Strait is the Way



I wish I had stopped my mom from talking to the hardcore punk band at that rest stop in western PA. I will stop my mom from talking to the hardcore punk band at that…



Read more

Personal Voices

On Feet Keeping



Last night, I sat on the ballroom’s hardwood floor and laced up my practice shoes. Their black canvas fabric hugged the contours of my feet as I flexed, pointed, and rolled them out before a…



Read more

Resurrection Morning



Sometimes in the morning, I wake earlier than the others. I slip out of my room and sit down on that well-worn spot on the couch that over time has become mine—the one the boys…



Read more

From Downstream



Whatever landscape a child is exposed to early on, that will be the sort of gauze through which he or she will see all the world afterward.—Wallace Stegner They must have had names. To us…



Read more

Poetry

Vanished



A city, full up to the brim with light,
stood on a hill. It overlooked a valley
of shadow, death, and longing. Then, one day,
the raging radiance began to spill



Read more

Sun Maker



Let there be light, the goddess shouted
when she struck up the match
and pressed its flame onto a patch
of wiggling hydrogen. Flares spouted



Read more

Reviews

Feeling Seen | Kerry Spencer Pray and Jenn Lee Smith, eds. I Spoke to You with Silence: Essays from Queer Mormons of Marginalized Genders



I didn’t open it for a few months after receiving I Spoke to You with Silence: Essays from Queer Mormons of Marginalized Genders. I had been delighted when asked to review it, but when the time came, anxiety overwhelmed me. I knew I would see myself in this book in an intimate, painful way, even though many of the narratives don’t directly reflect my own lived experiences. It was clear that reading this anthology of essays would make me feel vulnerable, striking close to my little queer heart, but I knew it would be healing to feel seen.



Read more

Roundtable