Articles/Essays – Volume 35, No. 1

Balsamic Vinegar

[Editor’s Note: The boxes have been used to attempt to follow the design in the PDF. For the full experience of the poem, see PDF below]

I didn’t go for vinegar 
but for the smell of life 
for organic tomatoes 
not mall tomatoes of feldspar
or other inorganic stuff 
Sure. 
I was vulnerable to vinegar
not steeled against seduction 
I went for narrow aisles
to brush against purple leeks
galvanized tubs of flowers
so intense their blues 
need more than eyes to smell
crimsons more than tongue
and pores to see. 
But I had not planned 
even to think of four ounces
of balsamic that cost more
than some make in a day 
Cheeses and mushrooms
and other mold 
with French and Danish names
chocolate 
dark and tart and strong
fruit to eat and suck and paint 
A bottle in a wooden box. (I
had hesitated to buy an upgrade
casket for my father that 
would just be buried anyway.
People knew my love for him
did not need gilded coffin.) 
A place too simple for America
but right here just the same 
Vinegar dearer for 
its hardwood case, reared for
generations in casks of
mulberry, juniper, chestnut
and cherry wood 
as lovingly as wine, 
but no inebriation, 
except of soul 
As if fresh were a new idea
exuding from squash 
not yet dead, 
not pandering of orange juice
concentrated and calcified 
I bought the pedigreed, 
handcrafted gall 
to celebrate new life 
awake and clear