Articles/Essays – Volume 28, No. 4
Hemmed In
Above, the divorcee
with the baggy eyes and bleached hair
draws an evening bath.
The dull pat of bare feet
and the rush of piped water
ring through the elderly walls;
the light suspended from my ceiling
swings right, then left
like a pendulum.
The magpie laughter
of three generic teenagers
reverberates down the hall,
amplified by the echo.
That would be apartment 8,
whose door is perpetually open
and whose inhabitants keep no secrets.
Those who pass going up or down
just serve as extras on the set.
The television of the deaf landlady
begins to play an aggressive version
of the “Star-Spangled Banner.”
I lie in my bed waiting for the static to start.
As usual, my consciousness slips,
and I jump at the sudden
shift from music to chaos.
In number 10, there is silence
though it is that pregnant quiet
which expects to birth the rattle
of keys at 2:00 a.m. when the bars close.
Red-eyed and blurry he’ll try
every key twice before one works.
But the interruption will be brief.
He’ll pass out before he has a chance
to shed the day’s smell and dirt.
Below, Thursday’s garbage
goes crashing onto the street
as two curs quarrel territory.
The bastard on the first floor
peppers his trash with rat poison.
I imagine a hungry bag lady
then, roll over dreaming
of the vacant apartment below.